I have problem with being surrounded by too many people. Part II.


Rustling Alarm



If this is fading away, please God make it fast. 
Make it happen before I made up my mind or 
at least make the heartache go away




Yours, truly.



Go Ahead



I've never been so choosy in being friend with,
nor will I look at their appearance and brain
but I guess some people are.
It's happening and I'm so well-prepared by now
And yes, I'm sad. 

Yours, truly.



No You're Not.


In your hesitation,
I found my answer.

Yours, truly.



Rude


You don't ask people 
why they're fasting,
or do you?
You piece of lack of common sense and
politeness.

As easy as it sounds,
you can learn how not to be rude.

Yours, truly.



Faded Jeans


I saw a faded jeans
on the floor of where nobody can see it
a worn out tshirt
brown old photographs
a crooked chair that makes a creaking sound
a grab of keys to the lost lock

but none can describe it right
of how fading it feels like right now.



Yours, truly.



Sick Bastard


The time is running out
and you gotta do what you gotta do.


Yours, truly.



Everytime


Every fckng time I put them first 
they'll put me last.

Yours, truly.



Sometimes


At some points,
I just decided to stop
being the only one who cared for too much
for everything
and everyone.

Yours, truly.



Infinite



~

I want to live simply.
I want to sit by the window when
it rains and read books I'll
never be tested on.

I want to paint because I want to,
not because I've got something to prove.
I want to listen to my body,
fall asleep when the moon is high
and wake up slowly,
with no place to rush off to.

I want not to be governed by money
or clocks or any of the artificial
restraints that humanity imposes on itself.
I just want to be boundless and infinite.

Yours, truly.



Oblivion


Knives | via Tumblr

If insecurities can stab people and we bleed,
I'll be losing all my blood and having more than a thousand scars everywhere
or even be dead by now.

Yours, truly.